i am at a loss for words im in tears and hopeless.

<p>it started earlier this year wher i had no services for 7 weeks and was forced to pay R2700.00 to have my line back after i had asked if this will be rebated to my account as i can not pay for something that does not work. My dispute was rejected. Now this month no service again and my line speed is 1 meg when i pay for 4 meg and a fully paid LTE Account that is diconnected for a R300 odd rand outstanding fee wich no one knows what it is for so in total this year i have paid R2700.00 + R3600 including R2000.00 rand this month. i have had my LTE work for a month and a half yet i have paid that much money and have used little to none of what i pay for. oh and not to mention i get cut off on the 22nd of the month when i get paid the 25 and the account is due by the 9th of the next month and i pay on the 26th. im begging and pleading with my life here i have no future because of telkoms unreliable services and for what i have paid i feel sick and used to the point i wanted to die. I cannot feed myself anymore because i lack the extra income i was making to pay for my house and continue living i work during the day for a business as H.R and private business at night doing payroll services . i ve never been more dissapointed in my life and my ex left me at the ultar so i know about dissapointment.</p>