Confused

I'm still scared to drive Toyota as I'm still cripple after the incident I've had with my beloved Toyota Fortuner that failed to deploy all the air bags when it rolled to the bridge with me as a factory foult and still battling to sit even 40m on a sit due to my back problem and what makes me not to forget this is I'm still having a Toyota bakkie in my house that I'm still scared to drive thinking maybe it might have factory foult as well