SASSA SRD GRANT

In August I borrowed money for food from family member who deposited loan amount into my bank account which is also used for my sassa srd grant, while waiting on Covid -19 SRD grant payment. August payment of srd grant was then declined. Now in September I had to borrow money for food again dreading sassa will once again decline September srd grant payment too. It is impossible to not borrow money from people while waiting forever on sassa srd grant every month. SASSA regard monies borrowed from family as fixed alternative income source which is ridiculous. I submitted srd grant appeal to sassa and don't expect a reply which if reply happen will be a miracle itself.