Missed opportunity

I just bought the RMS Partners store in Readymadestores. I was a very happy customer, especially for their exceptional customer service but the same day my twin son got operated on and had no choice but to request for my refund. Instead of the normal 25% they even gave me extra. I have my free store but I'm really sad that I lost the RMS Partners. What makes me sad is that now I have to pay back the loan I have used to buy the package and I just don't have. I don't even know why I'm posting here but I'm soo sad and looking for help and support anywhere. Readynasestores was supposed to be my ticket to freedom but now I have lost it and I'm really sad cause I have missed a good opportunity. But I would really recommend Ready-made stores, the best way to make money