Extremely Angry

Am at Netcare parklane hospital, ward 6,i gave birth on Wednesday emergency c section, am upset with some of the stuff members when you ask to be assisted with the baby, they ask why can't you do it yourself, i mean am paying for their service and my healing process can't be the same as others, am here day 4 and am in so much pain because i need to force myself... The worst thing they did was i asked for help and still left my 3 day old baby with a nappy with poo and tell me his sleeping, imagine 3 hours with an itchy nappy.. Am really angry.