********** ON MY HOME LOAN

I feel so helpless when it cones to my hone loan account and i think I will never finish to pay for it ..and nedbank just wants to reposses my house and sell it for another ripoff..how do you pay 446k for a bond of 95ks and I have proof nedbank registered 80ks and retained 15ks which I dont know where it is ..I have been pushed from pillar to post for years...and have met a young consultant who has been working with me for four weeks now but she is also hitting a brick wall and she is determined to help me get to the bottom of it but also not breaking through as some people are just lazy to help us...and feel it goes way back...can someone in the highest body of nedbank kindly year my plea as I am convinced nedbank is ripping me off.. Especially now that I get to the bottom of it am not getting help. I have paper trails of everything today my balance of 95k is sitting on 88ks..this means in ten years I have paid 7ks only...I am really angry and need some explanations..