Health care? Health abuse rather

After a Suicide attempt I had been rushed to the nearest hospital in ambulance, we got there and I had something like a seizure and I was told to stop doing what I was doing. The effect or movement wasn’t voluntary, I would lift my head and it would go side ways and was asked to stand and go to the toilet however because of the involuntary jerking, I couldn’t do as asked the head natron and the doctor in charge although supely sedated. I could hear and feel everything around me. I was handed like a piece of ****(sorry to say). Im at a health fascility but I really feel like it could be better of dead even. I’d like an apology straight from the doctor in charge on Friday morning in the ams...and her staff the two ladies and 2men. If not I’ll take further.