Just property is evil

I have rented a house form them for a round two years and have even through COVID not working paid my rent and because I suffer of mental health issues I am now unable to pay so I made a way to rather leave so that they could get a paying tenant instead of staying where I don't pay. Like other people. These people treated me like **** while I cried and explained my situation was hospitalised and had an accident could have died. They knew my deposit was for. A roof over my children's head being a single mom.anf they never even cared just made purposely long so that I would lose this deposit despite me having fixed many things in the house they were supposed to. I wish that them in their nice houses after treating people who rent like **** would come to feel this pain. These are ugly hearted people that sit high and mighty while making **** of us whom they supposed to serve. We have no way of paying for our place now and I don't know what to do. Heartless fuxkers.