Its enough already

Really i cannot express my feelings right now, i don't know if whether i should cry or what<br> <br> its been a year and 1 month since my dad passed away and we have been waiting for my dads money to be paid out, the gepf kept on telling us different stories that we don't even know how to explain , my mother has accounts tht are in arears and she receives threatening messages that she cannot even answer her phone anymore,we are suffering in a way tht we sometimes sleep without eating any food ,we have sold furnitures to survive now we have nothing in the house, my dad passed away fighting for the house that we are living in now,it was de*****ed we are still in a case,if we lose the case we will be kicked out of the house ,the gepf doesn't wana pay out the money , my nephew is kicked out of school because of the school fees that is outstanding and i myself went to register at westcol tvet in randfontain for hospitality thy told me tht i cnt apply there because i do not hv financial backing and thy offer bursaries but thy payout at the end of the year or thy do not pay at all , we are 6 beneficiaries and we are all devastated by what the gepf did to us , we have suffered for a year and 1