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<p>Lucille I don't know what to say or do now in order for my payment to be released I have been begging gpaa since 2011 for such payment 6YEARS! OF WAITING! I cant even sleep now due to miserable situation in living in ; I can even go to bed without food I'm in my ears in debts we have lost our home nothing I can say or do now I'm thinking of dying what am I living for if have to live in this miserable life while my dad my left monies in order for me to further my studies but now I'm like mad women I wish to die die maybe I will have a happy life in heaven with my parents nothing much to say I out of words six years without an income at home is no Childs play id no ********** 317089</p>