My grade 9 report

Good day Firstly I'm mishkah Hendricks For four years I have been contacting the department of education regarding my grade 9 report,I have been trying so long to write my adult matric .. That I give up all Hope's, I have a goal in life to achieve and to show my children that there mother can become something in life ,i made mistakes and i was younger but i really want to write my matric exams ...i have so many voice notes and things that leads to the fact that the department of education has my results of my grade 9 report ...I wrote my grade 9 at a adult night school and there was so many witness where we even had to witness as they broke locks open regarding our papers I paid so much money to be tutored and to not recieve my report, I feel so lost and broken regarding the fact that it is so hard as a south african citizen to recieve my results as I also have rights and dreams ,its hard enough finding employment and i am a mother of 3 children,my partner also got retrenched in lockdown and I'm in need of this report so that I can write my matric and do courses to find work....I phoned and spoke to more than 20 people in the department of education and no where have I found luck regarding this ...I have the names also of people I was told who is holding back on my information and results ..