Debt busters will ruin your life

I've joined debt busters willingly and I had hope that they will help me but not after paying their monthly installment on my statements I've seen that they are the one that benefiting a lot not my creditors I decided to withdraw but they kept on debiting the money until I suspended the payment on my bank They finally withdrawn but did not remove the flag n the court of law stated that I'm not over indebted I want the flag to be removed if it's the penalty fee I'll pay This is affecting me negatively I can't find a job as I lost my job last year

My ITC state I'm under review I feel like I can kill my self to end this because I have children to feed