I feel like there is no hope

hi everyone after my last review Capitec bank promised to fix the matter of my funds being held back i recieved an email on the 23rd of April that the hold on my funds is lifted and will be available in my savings plan my account is still on 0.00 available balence in all my savings plans im a single mother of 5 my kids go to bed surviving on maize meal porrige everyday due to me not being able to acces my funds . im to scared to take any freelance work because what if my salary gets paid into my capitec account and the decide to keep it again # this feels like hell