Private company people not welcome

When a company is good I salute them like I did on this platform, when they mess around I did it again on this platform. But the latest just blew me out of the water as I was told at the moment they only help government workers with loans and top loans. This is after I paid thru LOCKDOWN with a a 70% salary cut in April..I made provision that they get paid cause they help me to by a car and start a business, but now they only help government workers. Our president Ramaphosa asked us to kick-start the economy but the people I market at every given moment dissapoint me. Sorry it doesn't work like that. I'm just confused and lost for words .