Typo Diary

I order a diary online from typo. It was one of the leather bound ones, so rather expensive. I was so excited when I got it because it is beautiful. But the pages are so thin, almost every pen goes through. I like to use my diary as a place to express myself, doodle, etc but all thr coloured pens I have, including pens from type, show a shadow on the next page. The only pen that doesn't is a ballpoint pen. I am so disappointed with the quality of the paper in the diary.