A primigravita, at 38 weeks, 2 weeks stay in hospital and walked away with nothing..... I was wronged

05 November 2019 I was admitted in the hospital for delivering in c section, I was pregnant with twins and both my kids passed away due to the fact that I was considered unimportant, I waited two weeks for c sections I never recieve until I had my own contractions on the 16th November and no sonar was done in the two weeks stay and when my water broke the liquid showed distress yet I had to deliver natural and I was monitored by a lady called ALICE MNISI who said several times that I was being dramatic yet I was in severe pains and a Mid wife Sister POOLE who said a lot of meanfull things while I was in pain and even after one of my kids came out quiet she went as far as telling me that if im not willing to push the second baby out did I see what I have done to the first one. I was taken to theatre after 30 minutes later trying to push a second baby which was stuck and to cut the long story short I was discharged on the 18 November without both my kids at a 38 weeks healthy pregnancy and kids, and I was told stories that make me angry to this day. I did my own research a few months back and i went back to the hospital for answers only to find ppl who were giving me answers of I DO NO KNOW yet I requested for the people i wanted in the meeting. What I saw is that in that sit in it's a bunch of doctors and nurses and hospitals stuff who where there to insult my intelligence becoz they thought I was there to just listen and go back home. I was told one of my kids was brain dead and she wouldn't live long and they called me to see my child and 2 hours later the baby passed away. And I was not the only one who was told that story. I ask myself everyday that why do you stick to a job that you hate so much in an expense of people's lives, our fellow sisters, nurses and midwifes of that hospital how do they go on everyday knowing what they are doing is wrong. Or is it the management of that hospital who is not doing their job. If I would go back today I would still find those people I laid a complaint against still working because that is how they do things, mansion my name in that hospital that will remember me. So anyone anyone with information on where do I go to take action against those nurses and hospital please contact me, I may not be the 1st one to experience what I went through but it was not ok and I want justice and I want to be the last... how do I forget the fact that after one of by babies passed away they inserted false information which didn't belong to me to protect themselves in my file.