Care and consern

I was going through financial difficulty in life so a friend suggested that I try gambling. Upon arrival I found out there is no screening of clients anyone is welcome. Within few weeks I had already lost over 50k after approximately 5months I lost +/-400k. I have a medical condition of depression and anxiety over a year now I am under supervision of specialist. When I lost everything I couldn't go home anymore as I owe dangerous people money and they go look for me in my house so I stayed almost 2 weeks in the premises of Isibaya. Sleeping in the car until my depression got better of me and I took overdose inside their premises. Was taking to hospital by an ambulance. Before I took overdose I sent emails which I got online to members of the company no one responded to me even when I was in hospital no one visited or anything yet when I was a client putting money was getting messages. I went for draws and never won even a ticket with no money. I am a bread winner at home with 2 kids and a mother who suffers with diabetes. My son just finished matric and I won't be able to see his results my younger son is only 2 years old and that my miracle baby which I got after suffering 2 traumatic misscourages as one child died in my hand at home. I begged the company to give me second chance with my kids no one responded. The best solution for me is to die. I will try again in ****ing myself. So before I die I decided to send this review maybe it will save a person's life and give them second chance to be with their kids. My kids have no one besides me I am the mother and the father to them. I didn't know how to get my old son to college hence I came there not knowing would be signing my death penalty. If there's anyone in the company that has a heart and kids. Once I'm gone please go through my statement see the money I have gamble and give something to my kids. Last year we had no Xmas at home this year looks like they will be mourning my death. All I ever wanted was to be with my kids. I even begged that you give me something and burn me for life but no one responded. Your business makes you profit but has left my kids orphans. I hope someone would find it in their heart to feel the pain my children is feeling. The past year I only depend on medication I haven't been myself. Thank you