Waking up

Good day, I started at stock market College as a sales agent selling their product to customers between 2017 and 2018. I was so furious with them and probable still furious because i own them plus R40000 of a course I never Attended but they still billed me and kept on sending me irritative emails that **** my heart buzz with fire and anger because I Ventured into something but lacked to finish the race or start that race as a matter of fact. I had this one customer that bought the product back in 2018 and Yoh ahh that guy is now is doing very well for himself. i was passing by at the mall in Wonderpark mall near Roslyn just when I was about to enter Builders warehouse there he was...He called me by my Surname and i said *** yesses he saw me as i myself was trying to avoid him because i was rushing quickly to get building material for my construction company at the store....store closing time at hand. and indeed the store time was up...and I had a frustration frond face that you could see in a mile away. as I was walking back to my bakkie I heard someone calling out my Surname, the same guy....went up to him and he seemed to have inner peace written on his face, not that inner peace from kitchen liken no...we spoke a lot that I ended up having the same energy spark well maybe 7% of it, but it was sufficient for me for that day because it had been a while having a feeling of relief like escaping the matrix all the buzz of this world, people running up and down chasing after phantoms and all that the world has to offer. Many of them that are in the matrix end up being ****med over and over and over again that they should please write a song and call it ama **** **** and the album must be called Rich Rich Fast Fast, But anyway...Now this friend of mine that i sold the product to back in 2018 is still With stock Market College and his friends are also with the college and they where making all this profits and investments that they had now grown to much higher heights, Don't know maybe I was afraid of heights back than, but this year I'm getting a Parra shoot; or better yet I will sellotape myself to the seat because i want to take off. there are no short cuts in life serious and that get rich quick quick quick market ya ama 2000 will make a collapse if you trade with the lack of knowledge