The arrears of sars are too much

My name is phillizar mnisi, I had a concern about sars deducting R 2500 on my payslip, without notifying me, I went to sars Nelspruit where I was given a negative attitude wanted to know why are they taking so much money on my salary, they told me to call Pretoria head office while I'm in Nelspruit branch, I did callthe head office where they said they had an agreement with my SAP's employer to deduct such amount, at least if it was R 500-00 it should be better , I have 3 school kids who are still learning, I'm a single parents, a have many debts car, house bills ,loans, school fees , medical aids, now I don't know what to do coz I tried to negotiate at SARS to reduce the amount they denied, it means there would be no education for my kids and food on the table , for the next 2024, my kids will remain inside the house while I go and work for sars bills, no that's not fair, my kids cannot go to bed with an empty stomach, it is better for me to resign on poison the whole family so that we will no longer suffer because of sars, even those that are working at SARS are *****ulent coz you won't even know that are you talking to the right person or not,