I'm dying because of Retail Capital

I am not happy with Retail Capital. They retrenched us unfairly and they said should we ask anything from them they would assist us without hesitation. I app**** for jobs but I can't get hired anywhere because future employers want a waiver letter from Retail Capital that I did not commit any ***** but when I ask for that letter they send me a binding letter that I should sign before they give me that letter. It's been 7 months without employment and I'm starving but they are driving fancy cars, living laxury life with smiles on their faces while poor people like us are suffering because of them. I'm not upset or anything, I'm just disappointed that they made me resign from my permanent job only for them to sack me like a used tissue. I hope their children and families don't suffer because of me.