Disappointed

When trying to apply to jobs I cannot see inside some of the offices and or organisations and a lot of buildings are empty and out of my financial budget and then in previous work experience I am having to work with people less qualified than me or and immigrate and or work online, also having to sacrifice interpersonal experience and physical health and finances. I also have a variety of native black south africans who have now infiltrated my White south african parents residences and are taking small stippents of finances and even businesses and are even doing work for my parents while I am financial chain to the estate and cannot do anything other than apply for jobs where I cannot satifiy my work-life balance requirement and as a result am totally unhappy and am not wanting to do anything and the is no a financial requirement, a social requirement, my credit record is trash. I am not sure what further to do other than to keep collecting information and lining up jobs and then applying to jobs and or buying a house and then immigrating and or holidaying however in the mean time its very uncomfortable for me and I don't understand and know how the annoyances and or irritations have been prioitised ahead of me so that I now have to keep complaining and or fix it myself, or find someone to fix it or just live with it. Knowehere in school and or university did it say I would have to study poor black south africans in the online adverti*****ts and in and on my parents property while having no access to money and having poor health, usually the black south African ****, black south African and or african gardner and or black south African business owners and or servents are outside of my personal space but appear to have been behaviour driven "packet injected" into my private residential space, the security services, Also indian south African into the security services, in the garden, into theonline adv erti*****ts, just wherever there's a slot, into the sports teams, there's no more non integrated space and now I'm expected to just live with it, and they all so unqualified. What must i do. Whos responsible? I could go get some photos if you like. Why is it like this? They make me more uncomfortable and my parents are so obese now from overeating and are unqualified. I have no motivation to visit my friends anymore and i have no girlfriends. Nothing has been renovated and these people are in my space. I don't know what the solution is other than to move but I cannot move without a job and the job situation is slightly diabolical.