Pyramad Air mentally messed me up!

I sustained a brain injury and take sleeping tablets to sleep so I need some sort of “weapon” as mental reassurance of my safety, I had a big stick but I misplaced it. So I mailed Pyramad Air for a pellet gun just for “reassurance” as replacement for my stick. I filled out numerous forms and my application was approved so I cancelled all other applications to other places stating I will be getting one (as promised by Pyramad Air). At the last minute Pyramad Air mailed me cancelling my sponsorship so it’s too late for me to reask all the other places. So not only did the Pyramad Air staff retract their sponsorship to a mentally disabled person, but they also made me lose all hope to get sponsorship from other places. Not saying Pyramad Air is a bad business, but if that’s how they treat a mentally disabled person on disability grants in need of some form of weapon to put their mind at ease, who knows how they treat fit people!