Appalled

I am so dissapointed at outsourance to a point that i am even considering taking my life cover back to Liberty. Called in today to cancel my out-bonus on my life due to financial constrains obviously, But to my surprise all the money that was paid towards the out-bonus is going to be forfeited, Sobasically what this means is i have been giving money to Outsurance and making them more rich so they can host Lovish parties for their employees??????