JUDGEMENT NOT REMOVED AFTER 5/6YEARS OF NOT BEING ABLE TO GET A JOB TO PAY IT..REMOVE THE JUDGEMENT

It's sad that at times things happen to people and they end up being in debt mainly because some of us are regarded as breadwinners.When I took the loan at Old Mutual Finance on the 09/06/2015 no where did I ever think that life would take it's own tall and have me unemployed yes it's not an excuse or a reason not to have paid but how and with what when the only thing I could get was those few rands just to get some necessary stuff for my son who then was a year old not even his father's side contributed to his essential needs such as diapers/formula clothing etc,I had to make a plan and the plan was asking my Dad to help where he could and he did at least minus one amount of stress I have to deal with.Ive tried so many times to apply for work but with no success because of the judgement on my name I've even gone as far as knocking on people's doors so to be a domestic worker so I can. Try pay something towards the judgement and get some stuff for my son and help my Dad out but no luck.Ive even also called in at Old Mutual asking if I can come back and work again but still no luck..so I've waited 5 if not 6years trying to fix and get my life in order yes if you've ever had children it's not easy to be sane and think positive thoughts depression kicks in real hard and there's no one you can talk to or get support from how or where when the parents hardly work .all they have is Grant money so how am I supposed to even ask for money to get essential like toiletries when already they have to feed extra mouths (my son and I) but hey it's life what can we say.. I was so disappointed when I logged in to my Kudough Credit report and saw that OLD MUTUAL FINANCE STILL HAS MY JUDGEMENT AND SAYS I MUST WAIT FOR 34 MONTHS FOR IT TO BE REMOVED!!!!!!!! WHY WHEN IT STATES THAT JUDGEMENTS STAY ON ONES CREDIT PROFILE FOR 5YEARS?????? yes I understand that I owe but I can't get a job and I've waited for 5/6 years just to make means meet but I'm failing..why must it be 34 MONTHS left????? When the loan was done in 2015/06/09... it's the 23 June 2021 where now our worldy situation is hectic.. we're facing a cruel virus called COVID-19 where it's even more impossible to get a job!!??but credit profiles are not updated...kahlen please.. Can my credit profile be updated.. As I've made peace worth the fact that I can't get a job,and I've failed my son and parents for not being able to get a job because the job I had ended and nothing keeps coming up instead all that keeps reminding me is this postpartum depression of being a failure... I'm not asking for much just my credit profile be updated it's been more then 5/6 years... I've tried ..