Messed up my life!!! Even regret going to college to try create a better life! Period!

Nsfas keeps playing with us and lying, to think that I'm funded but now I can't even attend classes just because they fail to unblocked my wallet account. Whole year I've been borrowing money to pay for rent until I'm funded, now I owe over R5000, no qualification, unable to attend classes yet I'm funded!!! Worst experience ever! They lock your account, you ask them to unlock then they unlock n block it!!!! Wow! Instead of creating graduates they creating angry, depressed, bitter, frustrated, youth with no hope and suicidal thoughts!