Allowing my child to rot inside me

Going in to hospital with clear signs of contractions.I informed the doctor and whoever else that I was having contractions, no concern he brushed my thoughts off with that's normal, not examination, no feeling of my tummy nothing, not I told him I was 18 weeks pregnant. He failed to acknowledge that I didn't feel my child move foe 2 weeks. Anyway he admitted me supposedly for an infection... I gave birth 2 days later in the hospital with no scan, no idea when my child passed away nothing but 'do you know what's happening ' when I started bleeding. <br> <br> I will not let this go