Useless Service Year on Year

I am registered on the Mental Health Program. Every year I have the same issue. My medication goes through on my day to day. When it is depleted, I do get my meds.

So do you prefer me trying to commit suicide? Will the hospital and specialist bills be acceptable?

I cannot go 1 day without them so please choose the option of paying for it or hospitalization?

Let me know what you decide?????????????????????