life goes on

I lost my wife seven years ago. I haven't been able to socialize with women since. I couldn't get away from the past and it's been dragging me until now. But, life goes on, I decided to try this site to somehow get alive again. I met one woman from the site and I started to feel the emotions that my late wife gave me again..... It's hard to describe my emotions, but I hope everything will be like it was before.