Die first then we’ll help you

I was diagnosed with identities 2 and I c Have 2 dislocated discs on my spine the orthopedic suggested weight loss. The GP and I decided to go with Jarlamet since glucophage hasn’t done anything. The medical aid rejected it. So this means I will be in pain for a long time because my medical aid rejected and won’t help. I’m tired of being sick please help

On top of that I have a special needs child and was told she can see the psychiatrist next year cause funds are exhausted they also don’t pay for occupational therapy for her I’m just asking myself here why do I have medical aid