Self confidence lost

I wish I could give a zero. Their social media is so misleading. I bought a pair a week ago after I tried to spoil myself after having really low self-esteem after losing weight and trying to find jeans that fit me. I went out wearing them and was feeling pretty confident. After one bathroom visit they ripped. I’m a size 6…. I got home so embarrassed and overwhelmed that the first time I tried to feel confident again I couldn’t. The whole situation raised my anxiety levels so high and I don’t think I’ll be able to try “get out there” again for a while. I feel like I wasted so much money on a product that was supposed to make me feel better but made me feel way worse.