Declining the treatment that keeps me alive!

Discovery medical aid - Classic comprehensive, the second highest plan which costs me alone R4800 at the moment... How on earth could I be declined the only treatment which keeps me breathing aka Alive! I have been on all the others, I can't have any more chemo??? Oh should I try the plasmapherisis again which made me have 2 seizures and hospital staff in High Care battled to find my pulse? How about the Rituximab which you've decline 3 times now but could probably put me in remission. I'm not usually so vocal about my illness but you leave me no choice? Please could you explain to my family and friends why I have ended up in ICU again seen as you need time to way up your options on the most cost effective way to keep me alive? #Discovery health