I hate that Hospital

I honestly regret going to Lesedi private hospital.. My experience with them was the worst. I went there on the 30th of November because I was 5 months pregnant and spotting. When I arrived I had mild contractions and could still feel my baby move in my stomach. I was then given a drip and something they said will make my pains less.. I was also checked BP and tested for Covid. No sonar or CTG was done to check if the baby was in distress or not. The hospital had already assumed that I was having a miscarriage. So they didn't bother to check if the baby was still alive in the stomach or not. They then gave me this injection which made me bleed heavily and caused me to be on labour.. I was then taken to the maternity ward while bleeding. The nurses left me there. I could feel the baby crowning, I called them to come and assist me, they told me that blood clots will be coming out and that I can let everything come out in the bed and left me like that.. I delivered my baby on my own without assistance.. When they came the baby was out and alive. They didn't put my baby in the incubator immediately instead they put him inside a silver bowl and told me they taking him to ICU. Then few minutes later they told me the baby didn't make it.. I honestly feel that the hospital failed me. I'm not angry at the fact that my baby didn't make it but I'm angry at the kind of service I recieved from them.. I hate that hospital with all my heart 😭💔