When are people in financial distress ever going to get help

Good evening,

I know I have over and over been told I do not qualify for a loan, but I’m here pleading, I have been building at home, couldn’t get building loan had to do it cash because my dad is on stage 4 cancer and I had to make adjustments for him to be comfortable at home that took a strain on me, few months back we lost 4 family members and the people responsible for them couldn’t afford to bury them, then there’s an issue of my dad with a cancer diagnosis where it has left me almost bankrupt, I am fighting to keep him alive, I have to pay R5000 each week I take him to Steve Biko, it’s stage four and my fear is even if he pass at this point I will not even be able to, I’m pleasing to be assisted to pay off these loans I have a permanent job and I’m willing to have the money deducted in my payroll, u have a lot of payday loans which I have honoured each month which those debts cleared I’m able to afford the loan repayment plus the weekly R5000 for chemo for my dad, I don’t want the guilt of not having tried to save him as I don’t always have the 5000 and it requires that of him, I’m on my needs to whoever has to approve, I have a permanent job that I’ve held for the past 18 years and I can sign my persal deduction to allow me to have the money for his treatment at least.

Can the powers that be please grant me that to say I tried, I could never live with myself for failing him. I’m trying there’s a lot at the moment but my priority is for me to be able to pay his weekly chemo.

Please assist me with the loan in settling out what needs to be paid so I can afford his weekly chemo.