This is urgent

I am writing this motivation on behalf of myself
Firstly thank you so much for approving my bond for the amount of R***
My bond was done through a mortgage originator at better bond
The covid-19 has left a dampen on most of every person in our country. I personally have felt this effect as I have been trying to secure the balance of this deposit as the banks lending criteria had changed , and they are strict because of the covid-19.Had it not been for Covid they said they would have granted me the loan .
So my reason for this email is to plead with you for a 90% bond. I know that my itC scoring is not as it should be , but as you may see i have sorted it out to a point where i don't really have any debt.The atlas 
I am a single mom with two teenage daughters. I sold my home and sorted out all my debt and used what I had left as a deposit for this home. On a single income this was the only way of securing a property. As per Absa my affordability is not an issue and this is true as i work extremely hard at writing my own cheque.It is my ITC scoring which is improving now as i have cleared all judgements in January.I am in a one bedroom cottage at the moment and I am paying someone else's bond. This money could go to my own property. The space is extremely small
I really am asking you to please please help me. I am able to afford a 90 5 bond repayment . The new home also has a cottage which is extra income..
This reason I am asking for your help is merely to help me have a home . i am so stressed out as  i have sold my home and do not have a home now 
Please assist me with a 90% bond as the monies the attorneys have as a deposit will be enough to cover the deposit and bond costs
I am really at your mercy and am extremely grateful for you help thus far 
Please assist me in this matter.Please.
RegardsShaquile *** number to contact me on or ***