ITC LISTING PREVENTING ME FROM FINDING EMPLOYMENT DISPITE HAVING INSURANCE

I had a mental breakdown in August/Sep 2019 due to work and personal circumstances which caused me to be admitted to a clinic for two weeks where i consulted with a Psychiatrist. I returned to work but had to resign at the end of Sep 2019. I made provision in order to pay my debt including my absa debt. But finding work to longer than anticipated. I am still currently unemployed. Knowing that i was going to default I made contact with ABSA collections department and spoke to Trevor Govendor to prevent myself being listed on ITC but was advised that I must first default before I can make arrangements. Now because of that I am listed and UNABLE TO FIND DECENT EKPLOYMENT TO TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY. I HAD TO SELL MY CAR IN JAN 2020 IN ORDER TO PAY RENT AND FEED MY FAMILY. MY MOTHET AND BROTHER HAVE BRING HELPING ME TO KEEP THE ROOF OVER MY HEAD AND MY KIDS FED. I GET NUMEROUS PHONE CALL FROM ABSA CONSULTANTS EVERY DAY EVENTHOUG I EXPLAIN MY SITUATION AT LEAST 3 TIMES A DAY!!I TRIED TO CLSIM FOR THE INSURANCE I HAVE BEEN PAYING FOR SO LONG BUT DON'T WUALIFY BUT I PUT A CLAIM IN AGAIN LAST WEEK IN THE HOPE IT WILL BE ACCEPTED. I NEED THAT ITC LISTING REMOBED SO I CAN FIND DECENT EKPLOYMENT SO MY FAMILY DOES NOT LAND ON THE STREETS!!! IF YOU HAVE ANY SYMPHANY FOR YOUR FELLOW MAN WHO WOULD ASDIST AS I LOYALLY PAID INSURANCE EVERY MONTHIN CASE THESE CIRCUMSTANCES HSPPEN. I WAS ALREADY PUNISHED BY HAVING TO HAVE A BREAKDOWN NOW I MUST GET PUNISHED AGAIN WITH MY KIDS TO. SICKENING. I APPLAUD YOU PLEASE REMOVE THE LISTING! !!