COVID- 19 PAYMENT RELIEF - CANCELLATION BEFORE ACTIVATION

Good day, I app**** for a payment relief and it was approved. After careful consideration i realized that i can still afford to pay my Mortgage and i called ABSA to have it cancelled. Mind you it due to be active on the 01 June 2020 and as i write this letter it is still not active. The first Agent told me that it will be removed/deactivated. the second one told me that he will request the team leader to send me proof as i requested it but to no avail. The third agent and team leader told me that it is impossible to reverse. Can somebody assist as i do not want my credit profile to be negatively impacted and unnecessary interests added to my account. I have proof of names and emails.