Absa debt review cancelation without grounds year after year same stressful situation

Good day I sit writing this email from my bed sick from stress and about to loose my job. Absa now I think this would be the 6th complaint I'm going to write, I don't know what more to do about this. Let me start off by saying as long as I have been under debt review I never missed a payment sometimes my family go to bed hungry but we always made sure the absa bond had been paid. I receive a hand delivered letter in the post on the 4th of December 2019 advising me to contact the said person a representative from absa I contacted him, he asked me to meet and arrange a meeting to discuss the arrears on my bond, I asked him how I was behind as I pay every month according to the court order, he advised me to email proof I did as requested. He then advised me that the court order had been rescinded, I continued to ask why and on what grounds and if he could forward me the supporting documents. He sent me the court recision. I have asked for the affidavit and plea, that is where it is right now. I fail to understand year after year I have been summoned then withdrew leaving me with exorbitant attorney costs, which I CAN'T AFFORD. I was never informed or ever served notice to inform me that they were applying to rescind the court order. I'm pleading with someone or institution to assist me, I have emailed Carte Blanche, the ombudsman and NCR if I don't have any assistance from this site I'm going to have to raise a large amount of money to pay a attorney to do a court application. Im afraid now my family will be on the streets or worse that my anxiety leads to a fatal heart attack,I'm pleading for assistance regarding this matter. Thank you kindly